met up with the respective pee jay gangs recently! :D 

first was with juan, ben and elson at marina's kenny roger's, the night before my xiao di has his 4 wisdom teeth extracted. craziness... i think i'll die of pain if i were him. 

the evening was rather shortlived, but at least it was full attendence! i guess thats typical of brotherhood gatherings: chop-chop. within that short timespan u get to know the latest updates about everyone round the table. well, at least the gist of it. brothers dont get into details. 

this is my favourite shot:

*courtesy of miss tanny tan tan ni. it shows me and my bros engaging in a highly intellectual conversation, such that our mind frequency disrupted the air molecules and hence, the blurry effect. its not her fault, really! its our invincible brain power. :) plus it shows my lovely braid which took me 10 eternities to tie. 

~

then yesterday was the girl's day out! maybly, mel, annie, piao, juan and i. pity ann couldnt join us, if not things would be just perfect. 

we love swensen's. especially when there's one-for-one ice-cream promotions. :)

felt soooooo good seeing these girls, seriously. suddenly miss the pj times... the cai4 fan4 auntie, mass pe, wahab, mass skipping chinese lesson, the long stretch of road outside the school, gothic lectures, barry woolhead, econs, free bread with generous spread of nuttela (how do u spell that?), the noodle stall with worms, clean toilets tt nv run out of toilet paper, receptionless classrooms........ nostalgia sets in.

although pj has never been my dream school, nor i cant really say its the BEST time of my life, i'm grateful to have met pple like them. for without them in my life, i'd never be who i am today.

*HUGGSSS
a toast to u, A06'03/A04'04 <3

i am going to get myself a job and save every single saveable cent.

then i will go bangkok. and tioman. and hongkong. and taiwan and nepal and japan and s.korea.

when i am older and richer, i will go new zealand. and australia. and europe for honeymoon.

list of things that make me happy

lunching on sweet & sour chicken with egg with piao
eating ice-cream on rainy days
dolling up to meet someone special
milo from the milo truck
chilling at liying's, accomplishing absolutely nothing at the end of the day
crying over the phone with weichee. or ak. or xiaojie kor.
singing old advertisment jingles out loud
4-hour chats in the car
sipping teh tarik at al-arzhar at 2am, with good company
ah hong's chinese pasta
confiding in my brother
realising i have more money than i actually thought i have in my wallet
laying on daddy's tummy, watching tv
not being late (especially when i'm meeting piao)
waking up to realise its raining, and that i do not have school
making friends, family and lyz laugh
shitting
experiencing god's love in the littlest of things
eating niang toufu on odd fridays with kaiwei at arts canteen
discussing about 2 person bbqs
hugs

La Vie En Rose  
By: Louis Armstrong

Hold me close and hold me fast.
This magic spell you cast;
this is la vie en rose.

When you kiss me, heaven sighs.
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose.

When you press me to your heart,
I'm in a world apart.
A world where roses bloom.

And when you speak,
angels fly from above.
Everyday words seem to turn
into love songs.

Give your heart, your soul to me.
Babe, it's gonna be
La vie en rose.

i've never heard this song before in my life, yet i'm in love with the lyrics. should anyone reading this post has it, for goodness' sake send it to me. u'll definately enjoy good karma. :)

so. emotions tutorial can be quite rewarding at times too. :)

Title:	CHOC-ALOT.
Date:	2006-09-03 @ 11:46
Security:	public
Mood:	calm

strawberries, bananas, marshmallows and sara-lee cake cubes ready for dipping!


all prepared into bite-sizes by xp and meeee~

a splendid spread! :D

xueping rocks. ♡ thanks for the great time yday hunnnnny!!!!!!!

Title:	Untitled
Date:	2006-09-03 @ 02:19
Security:	public
Mood:	drunk

learnt an important life lesson today. 

no one else but you, yourself can see u through times of great depression.
its really hard for friends, even soulmates, to be always there for you.
^{where were u when i needed you most.}

text messages can be deceptive.
u can be crying your eyes out, yet words like haha, or :) can appear on the screen.
^{u'll never know how i'm really feeling, because i hide it too well.}

emotional rollercoasters only happens under the following conditions:
1. u're by nature hopeful, optimistic and easily psyched.
2. the matter at hand/ the other party involved means a great deal to u.
what goes up must come down; what went down will come up.
^{dont bring me to the top of the world, then let me fall.}

i have become such a scary person, i cant recognise myself anymore. 
it frightens me to know how weirdly i'm behaving. 
and i dont wish to drag anyone down with me.
^{if i die now, i'll just be another droplet in the ocean.}

i seek comfort knowing that i'll be fine.

Title:	CONTRIBUTION TO ECONOMY.
Date:	2006-09-01 @ 18:13
Security:	public
Mood:	devious

my shopping list is piling up!!!!!!!!

1. bus concession. $52.00
2. contacts clenser. $8.50
3. charles & keith heels for beginners. $29.90
4. lacy spag that visually enlarges my boobies. $39.80.
5. a pair of fitting jeans.
6. a pretty handbag.
7. brazillian waxing. 
8. a bikini.
9. pair of shades.

and lastly, my dream LV bag. which is going at $99.00 on ebay this very minute. *courtesy of piao, who sent me the link.

i want my birthday on a yacht.

Title:	DRAGGING MY FEET.
Date:	2006-08-31 @ 16:44
Security:	public
Mood:	exhausted

its a miracle!!

i survived another day of waking up at 8.15am, waiting and squeezing up The Crappy Bus 151, having a 6hour academic bloc (ok i skipped emotions today, so i had a 2hour break), small talks with acquaintances (which really puts me at a loss), a muvo which has a flat battery, and reached home at 4.37pm. somehow today was especially tiring, probably cos its raining the whole day. it take great will, discipline and determination to get out of bed, for starters. i wonder how i managed to stay through my timetable. applaude me. i can do with some encouragement here.

its scary how everyone else are studying except me. and piao. and maybe jialin. and layz and ivan chen and brad pitt. nowadays when i go to the library, it seems like exams are just around the corner: everyone's mugging intently. atrociously highlighted coursepacks, teeny weeny side notes cramped on lecture slides, colourful tabs and underlinings on second-hand textbooks... its crazy. pure madness. feng1 le3.

one last tutorial to go and its The Weekend. its times like these when u certainly hope "time flies". oh. another time when u hope time has wings is when u're having SC2216 lecture or tutorial. 

lights out.